random charades

I'm tired of the charades that people play.

I want - need - to lose myself so fast and hard once, just to see what I'm like. To abandon all defenses, guards, decorum/propriety, forced smiles, fake laughter and fallacious emotions.

I'm only afraid that I'll still be the same.

Why do we wear masks? Have we become so accustomed to wearing masks that we can no longer live without one? We try on varying masks in the morning, the one that's going to get us through the day.

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Just a quick rant of sorts before I resume reading.